Burrrrrnnn

BOkay so the chicken soup thing was a pretty good idea until my rents got completely sick of watching me eat it. Then they tried to shove some fatty poison down my throat but I have worked hard despite that to lose around 4.5 pounds this week. It's not as much as I shld have lost but atleast its not a gain. This is probably going to come off completely innapropriate to some people but has your eating problems ever made it hard to be with a guy? I HATE when my boyfriend puts his hands on my stomach, because I know that he is just feeling all of my nasty fat. And bjs are my worst enemy since I discovered that jiz is about 21 calories a pop. Idk its just I know boyfriends are supposed to put their hands all over you, but everytime he does I feel like he is feeling all of my fat and taking note of it. I want to be the skinny girlfriend he wants.
   Ever since I saw it on another blog I though it would be a really great idea to have a "burn book" of foods, because when I saw it I literally was not hungry all day. I think each day or every other day I am going to post on a food; probably one that is tempting me starting tomorrow. ur welcome to join and add if you want. :)