True to my goal, I lost half a pound yesterday, which is pretty good considering that I did not have high hopes after my candy binge. A high calorie day is supposed to raise a metabolism, so lets see how I do after fasting today. Only Green tea, gum, and maalox for me today. I don't know if it works for anyone else but antiacids get rid of hunger feelings for quite a while by coating the stomach. I save it for emergencies though, because I am scared that it is full of calories, even though they don't list anything about it.
Lately I have just been on a whole self-pity rant and its time to stop that. Maybe if I did my work, actually paid some attention to my boyfriend, and got up off of my ass I wouldn't even have time to think about eating. Sitting around all day just makes me hungrier, which is why I can't wait to actually get back to school. Atleast then I could go without eating until atleast 5:30 at night, which left a 2 hour window I could handle.
Okay enough of that, so last night I got the wierdest text from someone I havn't talked to in a very long time. I briefly saw it last night when I woke up and I am scared to go see if it was actually real. I though he hated me? .....Oh yeah it's real, I just checked. WTF! And now he is putting little smiley faces and all sorts of nice crap like that. And we are having a conversation. I can tell this day is going to be wierd. Alright, just to fill you in, even though it sounds completely preschoolish. My best friends brother and I got to be friends. He was one of the nicest people I ever met and I really liked him for that, but I just didn't want to date him. I don't really know what happened, but I got a boyfriend and he just got pissed after that. Wow, I have no fucking clue what went on at all.
I'll post more later, because this is the wierdest thing ever.
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